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Previously...
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Lulu...
"Fajoor goomay, lat5aleeni please" i pleaded "ur the only person i have left Fajoor tikfain riday 3alay!!"
i couldnt stop myself from crying, my best friend was laying in a hospital bed right infront of me.. never before have i seen FAJER this lifeless, it scared me how pale and unconcious she was. Its been 35 hours since the accident and i didnt leave her min awal ma dashat ilmustashfa.. Her parents went to Sharm for their anniversary so i chose not to inform them about the accident.
There wasnt anyone else i could call, other than 3abdalla..
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Fahad...
Incoming call Haya
"hala hayoon"
"GUESS WHAAAAAT!!!"
"hehe whatt?"
"i got the highest grade on my last presentation!!! w tawa Shijoun galatly ina i have the highest average in our whole class!!"
"hehehe 3al baraka 7abeebty.. im really proud of you" i tried to plaster the bad mood i was in
"Fahood! you dont sound so "proud".. are you okay?"
"min 9ejich?? akeed i am, bas 9ar 5ilaaf bainy w bain obooy fa im a little upset.. other than that im great! bithaat 3gob hal 5abar il 7iloo!"
"ufff.. what happened NOW?"
"la la mako shay, just do me a favor.."
"2aaamer, tedaaaallal!!"
"abeech itzahbeen nafsich 3ashan we celebrate tonight!"
"heeeeeeeeeyyaa!!! now THATS the spirit!! hahaha ... khalaaa9 yalla 3ashan yamdeeni aro7 il9alon w akshaa5!"
"intaw yal banaaat" i complained
"chub chub intaw shyfahemkom!"
"hehe inzain inzain"
"inthain inthain" she mimicked me "yalla i'll call you when im home"
"hahah okay"
ri7t 7ag obooy 3ashan a36ee file il mwa'6af il yideed..
"tfa'6al yoba.."
he examined the file "Jehad.. hmm... ok.. roo7 bashra 3ala wa'6eefta il yideeda o fahma shlon it9eer il mo3amalaat" he said roughly
"inshalla.."
i went to Jehad's cubicle and showed him to his new office... i explained to him how things work in his new position, suddenly i hear people panicking and screaming, 6ila3t barra and everyone was packed around my father's office..
"ISTAAZ FAHAD!!" a secretary ran to me
"sh9ayir!"
"istaz Nayif ma ba3rif shoo 9arlo!! we2i3 3al 2ard faj2a oo-"
i ran to my dad's office where 3 people were holding him in their arms, he was unconsious and had his hand on his heart
"IS3AAAAF!! DIGAW 3AL IS3AAAF!!! 7ARKAAW!!" i yelled
everyone scattered around the place panicking and calling whoever..
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Lulu...
Outgoing call 3abdalla
"aloo"
"3ab-3abdalla"
"shfeech Lulu laish tabcheen?"
"3abdala Fajer imsawya 7adith"
"HAA? ay mostashfa?"
"il Salaam"
"ahalha mwjodeen?"
"la2"
"il7een yaay"
i called the nurse for an update on Fajer's progress
"yes m'am?"
"how is she?"
"noting new still madam... she still not wayq up?"
"noo! she's been laying like that since the minute she got here"
"yes just wait madam da medicine we gib her make her little sleepy"
"what about the internal bleeding? and her cuts and bruises?!!" my voice went up
"madam she will be oqay, dont woreee go rest, shes pine" the nurse adjusted a few wires and and went out
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Fahad...
shakla kan shay e9arwi3 "YOBAA!! YOBA 6ALI3NYY!!" i yelled, his eyes stayed fixed on the ceiling "FAHAD Wa5IR!" an employee yelled as he came in with a wheelchair, we put my dad on it and rushed down to my car.. my heart was beating almost too fast..
what if i lose my only parent today?
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Fajer...
i could hear Lulu speaking, the nurse, as well as the doctor, but it was like i was a statue in bed; i could move my eye balls but my eyelids were sealed shut, my muscles contracted but none of my arms or legs would move.
"hala Lulu.."
why is 3abdalla here? this was all his fault afterall!
"heyy.. shooofha! min ams wihya chithy.." Lulu cried
"shlon 9arat?"
"kina 6al3een min il yarmook, o 3ala 5a6 il saree3 she was driving on two lanes, fa dagait 3alaiha 3ashan a7athirha bas kilmadig yi6la3le waiting.. i went next to her and i kept honking to get her attention, but she ignored me.." she sobbed "then she crashed into 2 cars"
yes, and it was all HIS fault!
i wanted to open my eyes and kick 3abdalla out of my room, but something put me in place and prevented me from moving every muscle in my body, what is wrong with me?
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I Couldnt Keep My Hooked Lovelies HOOKED, So Here's Part 11.A!Enjoy;*..--------------------Previously...i marched back to my father's office, somebody had to knock some sense into him..-----------------------------------Fahad...*KNOCK KNOCK*"tfa'6al!"he took one glimpse of me and got back to work"shbu'3ait?""yoba, ely ga3d itsawee ib Haya '3ala6"no reaction.."il bint 7a6a hadaf bil sharika.. o kaarfa nafs.ha bil jam3a 3ashan il wa'6eefa w 3ashan tar'6eek..""5ala9t?""ee na3am..""tfa'9al.." he motioned for me to leavei walked out of his office and slammed the door shut.. di5alt maktiby w gi3adt 3al 8anafa looking through the files he gave me..Jehad Al-XCredits: 200Experience: 20 years ------------------------------------------Fajer..."wanna go somewhere?""i just wanna lay in bed and watch movies..""hmm, my house then?""where else.."Lulu went to her car and we both drove back to her houseIncoming call ASSHOLEifffffff mo wagtik 3abdalla..!i chose to ignore Incoming call ASSHOLEGODDD!!"aloo""shfeech matrideen??""i wasnt near my phone.. kani radait al7een..""mhmm.."..??"yupp..""wainich?""ray7a bait Lulu""laish?""bag3ad 3indaha..""are you sleeping over?""probably, im tierd""ahhh..""mhmm..""shfeech?""mafeeni shay.. laish?""madry.. imnafsa""mako shay""Fajer..""halla?""c'mon.. i know you"and i THOUGHT i knew you!"3omrich ma 7achaiteeny ib hal 6aree8a.."winta 3omrik ma 7a6ait 3ainek 3ala '3airy"3ala salfat ba7rain btsaween kil hatha!?""na3am?""3ala salfat ba7-""I HEARD you the first time!" i snapped "la7'6aa la7'6a! .. ya3ne ily sawaita feeni ma ye7tay iny az3al minik mathalan??""im just saying your overreacting..""hahah! im OVERREACTING?? ...really!??""Fajer sim3-""how would YOU feel if i did the same thing to YOU!?" i yelledhe didnt say anything back.."go ahead and hang up on me again!"silence"why couldnt you control yourself!? why'd you ruin everything we worked SO HARD on..??""i ask myself the same questions""well I need to know the answers 3abdalla! im sorry but i have the right to know what went through your head at the time! ana waain ri7t?? ma3qoula ma fakkart feeni??"he didnt say anything.."maybe i just needed a break from all this.."WHATT!?? so he DID think of me! he knew what he was doing!!! how could some one throw what WE had away!?? he KNEW i'd get the truth out of him eventually, he knew he'd admit to what he did..!! YOU LYING ASSS!!!! I HATE YOU!!Waiting call Looolz;*i couldnt breathe right, my heart was hurting.. my body heated up rapidly and i could feel beads of sweat growing upon my skinWaiting call Looolz;*after the sting i felt on my eyes, tears dripped down.. my nose slowly blocked and i couldnt help but cryWaiting call Looolz;*ma3qoula 3abdalla esawy feeni chithy?*HONK HOOONK*i focused on getting to Lulu's house safely, but what 3abdalla was saying to me hurt too much, my tongue gave up on me, next was my right hand, which caused my phone to fall.. I didnt bother picking it up or moving an inch of my body..*HOOONK HONK HOOOONK*the things i used to feel for him were fading away, i dont know how or what was making them do so, but it felt like they were, they HAD to..*HOOOOOOOONK HONK HOOOONNK*was i not enough for him? was i too available, or too far away?.. nothing made sense anymore.. nothing fit**
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Enjoy;**-----------------------------------------Previously..."is there something on my face?" he laughedSHIT!-----------------------------------------Fajer..."uufff.. whatever!.." and i stomped back to Lului heard him let out a laugh"welcome back..! hehe.. eshfeeeechh" she smiled"NOTHING! now can we please pay our bill and get out of here!" i hated how nobody took me seriously when i was mad.. "hehe okaay okaay, chill mama"we odered the bill and waited.."low sama7tay" i recognized that voice but chose not to look up "khair""you dropped this.." he placed my bracelet (which was from 3abdalla) on the table and walked away.."thanks alot" i mumbled to myself--------------------------------------------Fahad...a few minutes later, they lefti hate the fact that she thinks iny nafs bajee.. ana 3omry ma ga9art ib 7ag insana, bas she had the wrong idea of me and this was completely new to me.. i had to prove myself to her.."agool Fhaid, shai5a it3arif Fajer?""il'6aher ee friends"bingo!"ahaa.. w Lulu ba3aad?" he asked innocently, but i knew what he had in mind"atwa8a3.." i smiled at him "shfeeek?" he laughed, and i laughed along with him"heheh bas la laa mo 7ilwa 9aloo7"he gave me the kaifik look and ordered the check..----------------------------------------------------------Fajer...2 missed calls ASSHOLE3 new msgs ASSHOLEhehe "asshole"[lesh ma rdetay 3lay?][shfech ta7gren ;s][9j mntay kafu!]na3aaam?!!?Outgoing call ASSHOLE"taw el naas!""mino ily mu kafu?""entaay!""aha.. iyee menik akthar" i wasnt in the mood for this.."hahaha at'3shmaar shfeeech 3a9abtaayy!" that wasnt the least bit humoring.."laish ma kntay ga3da triden 3alay?""i was eating lunch with Lulu""ahhh, wainich?""bil sayara.. ray7een yarmook""sh3endichh bl yarmook?""bna5th sayarat Lulu, she left it there ams.. w ba3dain radeen il bait""lesh 5alat sayart'ha menaak?"okay this was starting to annoy me"3abood ta78ee8?""mo 3ajbech!?""mu 3an shay bas tara mani imsafra ya3ni..""9j mntay kafo!"i was never treated this way by 3abdalla"what happened to you?!!"he stayed quiet and let out a deep breath"3abdalla akalmek ba3dain, taby shay?"*click*sadda eb wayhi !? "umbay..""shfeech??""nothing"okay, that hurt..------------------------Fahad..."inta il mas'ool 3an 5wanik o 5awatik! latsawid wayhee ya wild il 7alal! yalla ana na6rik""inshalla yoba.."my life had always been under the control of my father, he was a very successful buisness man and had no time for any drama o re-considration, every command he made had to be fulfilled or else his bad side would emerge and it would literally be hell.. if i were to take a step further in my life he had to approve of it, there was no duscussion or any way to change his mind if he disapproved of something.. i wont say he doesnt love me, but he blames me for the death of my the woman he loved, my mother.."9aloo7 gi6ny baitna.. obooy yabeeni bl sharika""inshalla.."i never met my mother, she passed away the minute i was born. My father married another woman three years later, and had 4 children from her.. Haya, Qutaiba, A7mad, and May. Haya was 18, smartest one bainatna, and the sweetest. Qutaiba was Haya's twin, meaning he was also 18 and the EXACT opposite of Haya.. we never got along, neither did he with the others.. A7mad, 17, was always the quietest one, he seemed to be in his own world 99% of the time, bas 5osh walad. And last but not least May, daloo3a lai daraja !.. ya3ni she always had to get her way.. but thats expected from a 13 year old i guess.."ashoofik bil dwaniya?..""inshala, ma3salama"libast dishdashty o ri7t il sharika 3nd obooy"salam 3alaikom""halla wildy, tfa'6al..""shlonik yuba?"he handed me a load of files ignoring my question"abeek tshoof a7san mwa'6af o ta36ee il position eli kalamtik 3anna...""bas yoba e7na 8ararna ina Haya ra7 ta5tha, w mashalla 3alaiha mo nage9ha shay 3ashan ma testilim il wa'6eefa.."he stepped close to me with peircing eyes"naffeth eli wa9aitek 3laih, rayik mo ma6lob"i took the pile of files and headed to my officeOutgoing call Haya.."aloo?""hayoona shlonich?""hala Fahood im good, w enta?""b5air alla ysalmich, sem3ay hayo ba'3ait akal-""Fahood!! im so sorry sweety bas lazim aroo7 cuz 3inndy class!! Plus, etha bastilim wa'6eefat baba lazim shahadty telma3! mo 9a7?? hehe .. call me later kk?""ahh, mo moshkila..""shino feek shay??""la la bs yalla deray balich""okayzz hehe byee!"i marched back to my father's office, somebody had to knock some sense into him..----------------------------------------------------Love you ;**Stubby!
Previously..."tadreen amoot feech 9a7?""yea""good" i smiledthat was easy..--------------------------------------Fajer...did i forgive him just like that? wain karamty? STUPID FAJER! but he was intoxicated.. does that count? "hehe.. umm- i gotta go Lulu na6ratni barra""oh okay.. bye"thats it?"umm, bye" i forced a smileas i got into the car i was welcomed with a shreik"SH9AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARR!??" she was almost too excited.."hehe.. he explained himself and we'r back""OH MY GOOD! SEEEE?? SEE??? TOLDJAA!!" she clappedarent i supposed to be excited about this?"emm.. heheh"WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!?"yalla 5anroo7 yarmook a5ith my baby" "3alainaaa?? w mino ta3ees el 7a'6!?" i joked"my car ! *hmph*""5ali9aw shabab liKwait 3ashan you start an affair with ur car?" a7ib a6aferha "hehe""what would anyone want with a jackass when you got Mr.Range to fill you with looove" she laughed 1 New Msg: ASSHOLE
hahaha nisaait a'3ayra![Thank you for doing this, it means alot to me ;* missd ya..]it didnt feel important to reply.. what? there wasnt anything to say back.. "mishtahya red fanta!" "jam3iya?""johnny!!""FAAAAJER !!" she looked mad"shfeeech?" i asked puzzled"NOW I WANT TEXAS FRIEEEESS!!""5eblaa..!! yalla lets go then" we went to the one in marina since it was closer"HELLOOOW MA'DAAAAAAM WELCOME TO JOHNNY ROCKEETSS!!" the staff members cheered"hahaha hellooooow hellloooooow!!" i cheered back -----------------------------------------------Fahad...a girl's voice caught my attention and i looked back to see who it was..you gotta be kidding mei quickly looked at 9aloo7 who was staring at Lulu with his eyes wide open"9aloo7 wayhik" i laughed"haa? ee ee la mafe shay.. bs Fhaid hathy- hathail malot ams!""adree bas lay7isoon ina la7athna""3adil 3adil kalamik.. e7m!" he took a big bite from his rocket double and wrinkled his eyebrows trying to give the 'tikana' looki crossed my eyes and bloated my cheeks 3ashan abee ye'67ak .. hehe eshtahait a6a7sa ;p-------------------------------------------Lulu...a guy in a white Hollister shirt stood out, he had messy hair, tanned skin, and dark hazel eyes.. then he blurted out THE most heart melting laugh ever! And the teeth! Oh looorddd the teeth!! Pearly-white? Haha whiter than the whitest pearl you'll ever see mashallaah!.."wain tig3ideen?""follow me"i lead her to the table at the back that faced them.. as soon as we settled into our seats, it came to me! FAHAD AND HIS SEXY FRIEND!! "OH MY GOD!!" i whispered hardly at Fajer"shinoo??" she said aloud"THATS THEMMMM""haaa3? who's theemmm??" she said even louder"Shhhhhhhh ya kalba!!;@" she looked back and put her hand on her chest"SHIITT!!" she said using the same tone i was using"you think they heard me??""malat 3alaich, just act cool""Hellooow ma'aaam! wat yu like to orderr??""umm, i'll have the Texas Fries and a Coke""double that order but i'll have Red Fanta instead""oqaaay mad'aam tank youu" she smiled"SHIT SHIT! He's looking at me!!""Fahad?!??""no no the other dude!""9ale7?"im officially inlove witht hat name!"i guess so..""yimken 7asseen feena! just stop being obvious and act like we didnt notice who they were"a group of 3agad noticed our little situation and started laughing at us.."halaga, much?" Fajer said giving them a disgusted look"Heh heh heeehh, ashkara mwa3daa!! hahaha la oo 6a3 el mac chekin blaak beery wardee.. abeeeehh" and they all joined the laughter.."ewww Lulu goumay na5ith take-away!"what about 9alooo7ii !!"well?" she was about to get up but stopped when i gave her my puppy-dog eyes"shfeech ba3aaaad" "mabi amshy""laaah? 3ajbech ilwath3 wiya il 3agad?""hmm?" i said looking at 9ale7"agool 3ajbich il wath3 wiya hal 3agaaad??" she said a bit louderimagine me with that A&F model.. having 100 kids, all looking like their daddy.. *sigh* and him loving meee! and all the girls DYING of jelousy!! haha losers, CANT TOUCH DIS!.. a5aaaaaihh... what would it be to live in your wooooorld?? if you were my BOOY and i was youur giiirrlll... its craaaazyy the spell youu haa-"LULU !" Fajer snapped"haaaaaa""ma96ooola?""shinoo?" i acted inoccently"why are you moving ur shoulders chena ako music! oo goomaaay yalla la3at chabdyy!""i wanna absorb 9ale7 into my mental memory card, then we'll leave!" i admitted"HAHAHAA, i kneew you were upto something!" she said giving me her famous flirty face "shuuushh, ur fashelling meee *(a)*"the waitress finally came with our food"EEEENJOOY""thank youuu" we started eating and a few minutes later Fajer's friend Shaikha came in with 3 other girls.."ahlaan Fahaad shlounikk?" she said out loudFajer's head snapped at the voice.. when she saw who it was, her eyes were as big as bowling balls but filled with some undescribable emotion-----------------------------------------Fajer...shtabeeeeeeen..!!i got up and headed towards Shaikha before she left Fahad, i had to do SOMETHING to get his attention.."Shayoooouukhh??" i acted surprised"ahlaaan shlouniichh Fajoor? God i missed you waainich ma tbayneen?""wallah ib5air allah ysalmich 7abeebty, hehe well you know jam3a, wil ahal..!""eee wallah mwafga 7abeebty..""tisllimeen, hehe haa yayeen for lunch?"i could feel Fahad looking at me"ee heheh kina yayeen min a movie chan edig 3alay Fahood" asherat 3alaih "o galy ina 5awaly canselaw il '3ada ilyom""weeh, hehe""oh! um, Fahad this is Fajer..""halla walla Fajer" he smiledMETLING HERE!!"and Fajer this is Fahad..""hehe, ahlain" i smiled back"3ayal wain Lulu?""Kahi ga3da" i pointed at her "eeh salmay 3alaiha!""ehehe inshallah 7abeebty, yalla 3awafi"Shaikha walked to her friends who were waiting for her at a table.. i took one last look at Fahad and remembered what happened the last time we talked.. i accused him of doing something he clearly wasnt trying to do.. oh God i was a mess that day.. 3abdalla broke my heart that night, and i was a complete wreck.."Fajer?""uhh-" was i staring? "yea?""is there something on my face?" he laughedSHIT!-------------------------------------Embaarack 3allaaaaaaikum El Shahaaaaaar All ;**Love You,Stubby xx
Peviously..he's here.. 3abdallas right infront of me..! "Fajer?" ----------------------3abdallah...i got up and headed towards Fajer with arms open"latgarib 9ouby!" she snapped"Fajer...""ana yeetik 3ashan asma3 ely 9ar o amshy.. '3air chithy mako""inzain gi3day.." she sat infront of me with arms crossed and eyes fixed on the table.. madry shino bagoolaha.. i was just staring at her blankly, it felt like life was on pause for a moment... untill she mumbled.. "so..?"min wain abtidy? lama shift.ha klshayy ra7 3en baly...!"Fajer tadreen iny a7bich.. 9a7?" i stalledshe looked out the glass window with a sarcastic smirk on her lips"momkin it6al3eeni low sama7tay?""tsk, 3abdala btit7acha wila amshy?""kintay ib bali the whole time Fajer.. walla.. bas shirabt shay w faj2a t7awalt l'sha59 thaaany... rab3i kanaw ma3ay o they werent helping.. neither were the people around me... i swear to you Faj-""why dont you skip to the part that involves the other woman"i couldnt say it... i couldnt tell Fajer what i did.. saying it indirectly that day at the park was hard enough.. but she wanted details, i knew she did.. "i wasnt myself at the time.. we met at the bar and she talked to me for a bit, like she knew me.. she asked questions and i answered them.. next thing i know we're dancing and laughing together.. galatli an6irha barra w ri7t..." i hesitated when her eyes started glistening "la-lama t6la3t bara 5athetni 3ind.. s-sayart'ha" there was barely any sign of life in Fajer.. "ga3adna netkalam 3an ashya2 3adiya.." i didnt want to continue.."ba3dain" her lips barely moved "Fajer 6al3eeny..."she didnt budge or move an inch "i cant lose you Joorty.. a7ibich"a tear made its way down Fajer's cheek"betkamil?""we kissed.."Fajer grabbed her bag and got up slowly.."wain ray7a?? Fajer ni6ray ga3deen nitfaham e7na!" i grabbed her arm hoping she wouldnt leave me like this"wa5ir eedik.." she hissed"please Fajer""SHTABI!!""abeech""ANA MABEEEK! NOW LEAVE ME ALONE!""mani im5aleech Fajer..!"
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------Fajer..my legs were wobbling and i felt that i couldnt balance myself properly, let alone my throbbing heart and waterfall tears.."5alni aroo7 3abdallah..!!" i cried "mabeek.. mabi shay minik...! hidnyy!""Fajer intay 7ayati kilha! ana lich wintay liy.. tekfaain sim3eeni shwayy..! 5alich ma3ay shwayy please, i didnt mean to hurt you.. ga3d atrajach Fajerr!"he put his other hand on my waist to keep me from running away... my heart thumped so hard that i could feel it in my head.. his smell, his voice, his strong arms on me, my love for him.. all these things seemed to get through me.. 'cause i eventually gave up and threw myself on him.. 3abdala let out a deep breath and pulled me close.. i firmed my arms around him, and he did the same tightening our bodies together.. this felt so good, i couldnt help but want him..i needed him..
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------3abdalla....abeeha.. Fajer tiswa il dinya w mafeeha! "Fah- 3abdallah.." she pulled away looking into my eyes "3youna""i love you"i guess this means she forgives me?? "asif Joorty walla ma3eedha"she leaned close to me and gave me a kiss on my cheekmmmm ree7at sha3erha itdawe5.."its okay 3aboudi.. hehe" she said wiping away her tears"tadreen amoot feech 9a7?""yea""good" i smiledthat was easy..--------------------------------- I PROMISE: THIS IS THE SHORTEST POST I WILL EVER POST!! - Mama Is Yelling At Me Cuz Im Late For Our 3azeema, SORRYYY GUYS I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOUU! ;'(- Enshalla Tonight;*Stubby xx
You Guys!! Im Contemplating On Finishing The Story Lana A7ess Ena I'm BOOORING You Out!;'( Aby A3aref Who's Reading And Whos Not! Please: Comments Min Kil Elly Garaw My Story .. (SILENT READERS INCLUDED!!).. Thats Whats Going To Make Me Decide Wether I Should Stop It Where Its At Or Start A New Story Aw Shay.. And Honestly Im Not Feeling So Inspired These Days <3Help Me Get My MOJO BAAACK!! Annnd .. -_-ANOTHER Reason For THIS Was That I Wrote 2 Parts But They Got DELETED.. Kan Ye6la3li "AutoSave failed" Ou I Ignored Bedaal La At9arraf;@ .. THEN Dumbass Stubby Refreshes The Thingy Ou Chick Boom GONE!! 6efaaaaarrt 7aaail wallaaaaaaaaaaah..!! Anywaaays.. BOTTOM LINE:ENCOURAGEMENT COMMENTSFOLLOWERSAnd Thank You..Ciao Stubby :'@
-Thaaaannkk Yoooouu All Forr The Ziffing! I NEEDED THAT ET9ADGOUN : .. Identity, Alvaro, Shayoukh, YouCompleteMe, DesperateDreamer, All The Anonymous's, And Last But Not Least WaaayWaay! THIS IS FOR Y'ALL!(A);*--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Previously... Lulu watched him ride his car then looked at me with an impressed look on her cheery face and raised her eyebrows twice at me.. she knew me waaaay too well to let go of this one.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Fajer... "Shtabeen!" i said failing the attempt to hold back my smile "YOUU LIIIIKKKEYYY" Lulu teased with her widened eyes and ear-to-ear smile "Ughh shut up Lulu 7adda mu waqta okay!?" i looked away and hummed to Maria Carey's song My All and began to tear up again at the memory of my ex.. i never expected this word to ever apply to 3abdallah, the first love i ever had.. ulla ya3ni i wasted 4 years of my life rejecting the most respectable men, for him.. 3umry ma ga9art ma3aah.. all i want to know is how he had the guts to do what he did..
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"9aloo7 basayrha 3lshan ne6aman ina klshay tamam.."
"feehom shay??"
"walla madry bas Fajer embayin ina kanat ga3da tabchy ba3ad.."
"o laish wagfeen 3ala 7aart il 2aman?"
"itgool she wasnt feeling well o galatlaha tougaf.."
"dala3 il banat hehehehe" he laughed
i waited for Fajer's friend to get out on the street and followed her.. her friend was the type of girl who'd turn heads anywhere she went.. really beautiful mashallah.. her features were sharp and she had black curly hair.. her tanned skin boosted the attractivness she owned and her structured curvy body showed off some of her personality.. my heart targeted Fajer... i wasnt the type of guy who'd go after any random girl.. but something makes me want to bend the rules for her.
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Fajer...
"im in the mood for movies.."
"You read my mind walla! bas akhaaf warahom shay o mu 7ilwa in2a5irhum.."
"Ee 9a7.. inzain wagfay ib mukan o kalmee 3ashan eyrou7, khalla9 i7na we'r fine.."
"okay.."
We entered Jabriya and parked near Mr.Baker elly 9oub McDonalds.. Fahad's car stopped next to Lulu and the passenger window rolled down..."low sama7tay laish wgaftay, feekom shay?" a man's voice saidi waited for Lulu to say something but nothing came out of her..
"Luluu??"she was still givng me the back of her head
"Lulu shfeech 6al3eeny!"
no answer..
"LULU!" i nudged her and she looked at me with wide sparkley eyes..
"hmm" she barely spoke
i looked over and saw his friend directing his words at Lulu who had no reaction whatsoever..
"aloo?" he waved his hand
"hu-h.. uh-ee hehe la mako sha-.. i- uh-- we..-"
maynouuna!??
"we were about to go get a few movies" i barged in "o mu 7abeen in'6aye3 waqtkom.. thank you for everything bas we'll be fine from here on.." i said
the guy looked over at Fahad and said something, then Fahad got out of his car and came to my side of the window..
"mu min 9ejich.."
"shino?"
"shno ya3ni et'6ay3een waqtna?"
"ee ya3ni were fine o mashy 7alna.. you dont have to waste your time following girls that you barely know all over the place 3al fathy!"
he leaned a bit closer to me "mu la7gich 3ashan aby menich shay.."
"3ayal.." i said copying the way he spoke..
he didnt say anything back and just looked at me..
do all guys think following a girl gets them a free ticket into her life!??
"...mm, thought so.. and by the way, lo kan 3endik 5awaat aw '6imeer 3al aqal, then you wouldnt have had the "typical kuwaity" thing in mind thinking that if you followed is you'd get numbers in return!"
he shot up his head in confusion..
"i wasnt thinking that way.."
"hahaha.. YOU? c'mon look at urself.. your exactly what would break a girl's heart into peices with just a click"
"na3am?! you dont even know me..! ma tadreen ana niyaati shino fa la ta7kimeen 3alay low sama7tay! ana ba'3ait at6aman inkum we9altaw bil salama o ghaira makint 7aa6 ib baaly.." he was serious.. "& thats exactly what i would've done for a SISTER..! witha 3abalich iny nafsah, intay '3al6ana.."
as soon as he said that word "nafsa" my heart skipped a beat and my eyes began tearing up.. i couldnt say anything back to that.. he was right! what 3abdalla did made me see all guys the same
"Fajer?" he said with a worried look on his face i didnt want him to see me cry so i avoided looking at his gorgeous face and looked straight ahead..
"Fahad, thank you for eveything okay.." choking back my tears "and im sorry for what i said to you, your right, i dont know you.." i looked at him forcing a smile with my teary eyes "3an ithnik.." and with that, i rolled up my window..
"wadeeny baitich.." i mumbled
the drive was quiet.. Outgoing msg Mamaatti;*Mama banam ib bait Lulu okay? i love you:*Our moms have known each other ever since they were 8, they were practically sisters.. when Lulu's grandma died her mom was left alone because her husband abandoned them for a lebanese woman.. Lulu's mom (khalty Noura) lived with my mom until she married a good man (3ami Khaled) that treated all of us just as his own..
i changed into guy boxers and a sleeveless tanktop and threw myself on the bed while Lulu showered.. then i unconsiously drifted off to sleep..
about an hour later i felt something on my forehead, i squinted my eyes and saw it was a Galaxy bar, Lulu was always my cure to anything.. i sat up, crossed my legs and took a bite from itstaring at Lulu.. who was munching on Doritos and smiling at me "wanna talk about it?"
"no"
"c'mon you gotta get it off ur chest"
"theres nothing to talk about.. he messed up, and he broke a promise.. 3umry ma hagaita ra3i suwalif Lulu.. i just want to forget him.."
"bas you shouldve talked to him o fahamtay minna.. maybe he regrets it.."
"well he should have thought about it looong before he did any of that shit.."
"ya3ni uhwa shsawa?" "how am I supposed to know.. i didnt even ask Lulu ma gedart.. t5adart wallah! i just had to be away from him.. all he said was "ana sawait elly kintay khayfa minna" ya3ni whats that supposed to mean..!? ashkara im5arbi6 with a whore or sumthing..!!"
Lulu came over to my side of the bed and hugged me..
"Fajoor?.." "Hmm?"
she looked into my eyes and said "your gonna meet up with him and talk about it.. im making you go.. mara7 akhaleekom et'6ay3un 4 years min 7ayatkom 3ala salfat laila aw lailtain"
"Mabi!! Lulu min 9ejich intay!?? mabi ashoofa inzain!! khallaay hal insaan ib3eed 3ani low sama7tay!!"
"bas thats something your gunna have to do eventually Fajer"
"laish ba3ad?? ma yestaahil another chance!"
"okay dont give him another chance.. just understand from him what happened then just walk away.. cuz i thought about it and realised that he might have a good explanation for what he did.. 3abdallah e7ibich Fajer.. thats something you cant question..""Luluu insay..""FOUR YEARS FAJER!!!" she yelledafter a long pause.."fiine..." i agreed"yalla wain ur phone?""MO AL7EEEEENN!!!" i criedLulu grabbed my phone frome the end of the bed and literally forced it into my handCompose new msg;meet me in starbucks il bidi3 tomorrow at 10:oo am ..i pressed the send button as fast as i could 3ashan aftakk!"happy?"Lulu smiled and tucked herself in bed signaling that she was going to sleep.. madry shlon ana banam wana bashoofa bachir..!! what if i freeze and cant say anything all of a sudden?? what if i break down and cryy uncontrollably?.. madry shagool o sha5ally! should i show him my true feelings or act like i dont care..? is it okay to cry infront of him after what he did to me? ...what if he reaches out for my hand and i just give in reaching back for his?.. i hate him for doing what he did to me but i also love him for being my other half .... i hate this! i hate ba7rain!! i hate 3ABDALLA!!!i snapped out of my thoughts noticing the sun rays beaming from behind the curtains.. what time is it?? i took a look at my phone's screen to check if i got any messages from ASSHOLE.. there was nothing..wierd..i got off the bed for a shower and tried putting together a good speech for 3abdalla.. 3abdalla inta sibab kil hatha ou lo mu kasir kelmetik chan ma 5esarna ba3ath .. lakin lel asaf eli bai-"Fajooor!??" Lulu screamed through the b-room door"Haaaaa3!!""Tabeeen riyooog??""Enmor McDonalds!!""RIYOOOG yaa mara! mo '3adaa!!""inzain 5al chandra itsaweelina shay!!" i yelled back"Oqaaayyykkss""khebla.." i mumbled"HEARD THAAAAT"back to my thoughts... hmmm.. wai3 gafalt.. allaah ree7a 7ilwaa.. wait, shako? Goddd Lulu;@ al7een nisaaait!!i got out of the shower and faced the vaporised mirror ... Fahoo- .. i scribbled it out and left the bathroom to change"madry shalbis!""ba6lay my cabat""should i ekshi5 aw albis ayshayyy?""3endyy a short white dress elly 9ayer '6ayejj min ta7att, libsee wiya orange flats""oqaaayykss.." i copied herbaddalt oo sawait sha3ry straight oo ni6art Lulu etbadil.. she wore a navy polo dress and left her hair curly.."entay soogay.."we got into my car.. I played my "LOVE SUCKS" playlist listening carefully for phrases that could help me find something useful to say to him..we entered il bidi3 and my stomach started jumping all over the place.. my face turned red and i felt heat all over my body.. i increased the power of the AC on my face but it wasnt helping.. i was on the verge of exploding if not passing out.."7abeebty are u okay?"i just looked at Lulu with a worried face.."come here.."she hugged me but i didnt feel safe or comfortable this time.. i forced myself out of the car and entered Starbucks, it was empty.. i walked upstairs and no one seemed to be around.. but as i walked in i saw the back of a person sitting 9ob il qanafaat, he was holding his phone but looked frozen.. i was now 2 meters away from the man who literally shattered my life and couldnt move a muscle..! it felt like i was on quicksand, not able to move foreward, or sneak myself out of this miserable rendevous! just the idea that we were now both breathing the same air frustrated me more and sped up my heartrate..he's here.. 3abdallas right infront of me..!"Fajer?"--------------------------A7EEEBKUM!!;*Gnight!Stubby xx
Sorry Guys My Laptop Gave Up On Me Today And I Just Got It Fixed.. Here's Part.6B Extra Long Just As Promised;*A7eebkum;* .. Dedicated To Waay-Ay-Ay & Shayoukh;*----------------------------------------------------------Fajer.."Sh9ar?""La wala shay.."
"Lulu!" I said sternly
"Haaa? Ma 9aar shay bas sa2alny laish kintay tabcheen and if there was anything he could do to help.. Nothing important..""Enzaain.. Umm w shgilteela??" I had to know what happened!"Makoo.. giltla ina ur fine w ena mo nag9ech shay 3shan yetda5al b7ayatich...""LAAI- uhh.. Ahaa.. ya7laila .." i said, faking an I-dont-care smile..oh God! He cared? Bas who am I to him 3ashan yehtam.. Could it possibly be th-"Fajer.. laish hamich ilmaw'6o3 wayid??" Lulu said interrupting my thoughts..
"Moo hamny!" I spat back, and turned up the volume on the radio..
"Fajer?" Lulu said as she lowered the volume, and gave me her famous 'what's going on' look..
"Hmm?""Sh9ayir?" She looked totally puzzled now.."Ifff Lulu mabi atkallam 3an ilmow'6oo3 okay!" I hissed at herAs we drove on the highway 3abdilmajeed's voice blasted through the speakers reminding me of 3abdalla.. "
Lailat'ha Kannat Sham3 Ta'6wey Baini Ou Bainik, Youm En6ifat Ent El Hawa Eli Hab ou A5madha!"
.. My heartbeat raced as I struggled to hold back my tears untill i couldnt anymore.. I just let it all out with horrific cries and never-ending tears.."FAJER!!?"i kept crying and covered my face in my hands.. i didnt want to remember anything about him!!"YOUR TELLINNG ME WHAT HAPPENED!!!!" she screamed..Lulu signaled to the left and stopped my car on the emergency lane.."LULU SHGA3DA TSAWEEN!?? THIS ISNT THE TIME WALLAAAH!!""MO BKAAIFECH! YALLAH TA7ACHAY!! ESHSAWWA FEEECH 3ABDALLAH!!??"his name alone wrenched my heart and urged me to cry even more.. i managed to slip out some words explaining to her what had happened.. but Lulu was staring into space completely speechless.."Kalb.." she hissed through her clenched teeth.."L-Luluuu.. please.. p-please help m-me for-g-gett himm" i begged.."Oh my God ta3allay 7abeebty..! Everything will be okay I promise.. he'll get what he deserves.." her arms opened wide and i leaned in for her motherly hug.. i trusted Lulu and i knew she'd never let me down, especially with this one!--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Fahad...rekabt ilsayara wiya 9aloo7 and headed to our house 3ashan engi6 barrid il yahal.."Fhaid shfeekom??""mino??""iinta o hathy om training..""mafeena shay, shfeena?..""mafeekom shay 3ayel laish ri7tlaha??""mak-""ou shgilt'laha a9laann..?""mako shay 9aloo7 shfeek wayed mehtamm?""la ya3ni as2ll..""ekserat 5a6ry rfeejet'ha o bs s2alt'ha etha kan feha shayy..""ahaaa.."
as soon as we dropped off their stuff we headed to the avenues for dinner.. "OH 9alooo7!!" i said raising the volume.. "lailat'ha kannaat sham3 ta'6weey baaaini w bainik, youm en6ifat int elhawa eli haab o a5maaadha!" i sang goofily with 3abdilmajeed's hand gestrures a few minutes later dashaina da'er el khaamis.."tara om training 7aggi haaa ga3ed agoolik men al7een" he laughed"hehehe moo 9aa7y walla.. o wain raa7at Yasmino ba3ad?""ya 3ami zaain!" he smoked the last of his cigarette and put it out"shfeekom ba3aaad!""e6la3at 5afeefa..""laa wallaa..??!" i said in shock, she never seemed like that around me.."daag 3alaiha 7asoon yesta3bi6 o ana kent yama.. tathkker yom kan egooli ashya2 3anha bs makint a9adeg?""aah ya3ni nafsyy hehehe..""aiiiwa! fa kan yes2alha as2ila w ehya etrid 3alaih w tig3ad tetha7ak ma3aa.. kan 7aa6ha speaker 3ala bo ina be7i6 ib 3ainy..!""laa wallaah! ana elly a3arfa kanat 5osh bint ...""ya m3awad zaaain mako san3aat hal zman..""la 9aloo7 ako ako.. bs ana 7isabt Yasmeen wa7da san3a! .. 9ij tara ma twaq-""OH OH WAGGEF FHAID!!""SHFEEK!!""shoof 3al yesaar! hathail mo ohma elly tawa misaa3??""EEE WALLAH!!""ougaf ougaf warahom!!"we were both excited yet nervous as i signaled to the left and parked my car behind them.. i got out of my car and got a glimps of Fajer in her friend's arms.. it looked like she was crying..! "9aloo7 en6ir hnee 5al ashoof shfeehom..""itha ba'3ait shay asherly w anzellik..""5la9 ok.."ri7t 9oub il passenger seat wain Fajer erkubat a5r mara shift'ha..*Knock Knock*----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Fajer...i heard a knock on my side of the window oo fazzait min mokaany!! "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA3!!" me and Lulu shreiked i looked to my right and there he was, Fahad.. "ALLAH E5ISSIIKK!! nazlay nazlay direeshtich..!!!"i tried gathering myself together so that i wouldnt make a fool of myself and pressed on the button to lower my window.. "hehehe.. asef, kharra3tkum?" he laughed"yal maleeq!!" Lulu said as she tried catching up with her breathhe laughed again.."ITS NOT FUNNY OKAY!?" i hissed at him, againwhy is his smile giving me goosebumps!?"asif wallah uhh- Fajer.." he said nervouslyya zeeen ismy 3ala elsanik.."hehe la its okay.. uumm- ?""Fahad" he said looking at me with a childish smile i smiled and looked down.."feekom shay? laish wagfeen ib ni9 il share3?"me and Lulu looked at each other & tried to make up something as fast as possible.."uuh...""umm.. hehe.. " nothing came out.."il9ara7a i made her stop.." i blurted out "i wasnt feeling too well..""3asa ma shar??""ma shar, bas ta3bana shway..""taboony asayrkom?""hehe la mashkoor mabi ata3bik ma3ana""bkafich hu?" he said with a bad-boy grin and headed back into his car..Lulu watched him ride his car then looked at me with an impressed look on her cheery face and raised her eyebrows twice at me.. she knew me waaaay too well to let go of this one.------------Goodnight Lovelies;*~Stubby xx
