Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Something You Stole - Part 15

Lulu...


Fajer mentioned a "Sara" when she was telling me what happened with 3abood bil 7adee8a, the chick he did stuff with... bs la la mo ma38oola ekalimha..oho BNAFSA galaha ina it was a MISTAKE... a one time thing...!! what the hell..?! NOO.. 3abdala mo chithy..!! 3abdalla e7ib Fajerr...maysaweeha maysaweeha...


i went back into Fajers room and found her eyes fluttering open..


"Fajoor ga3da?"



"ee ta3alay..."


"7bebte shfeech? lama rija3t elghorfa kntay nayma ghala6...3abdala galy inich g3dtay o faj2a 67tay chthy...are you feeling okay...? anadeelich a7ad?..tabeen shay?..."


after a long pause she mumbled "3abdala shnoo gal?"


"gal ina u woke up bs ma 7achaiteee, o entay u fell 3al frash mn il ta3abb"

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Fajer...


why? why would he lie to Lulu, etha kan fee shay chan galaha...he trusts her more than anyone...after all, they grew up together...


ana w 3abdalla met ib 6arraad 3am Lulu (oboo 3abdala).. she invited me to go with her n her cousins to Kobbar and i went...lama rikabt il 6arad kan 3abdala ga3id 3al drivers place ga3id e6ali3ny arkab w'ana 5ayfa w he started laughing at me...6ab3an ana 3a9abt o madait il booz the whole ride there..bs lama wi9alna i played in the sand like a five year old and forgot all about it.. ba3dain 3abdala came and sat next to me on the shore, we built (the worst) sand castle ever ;p..thats when we clicked...9ar baina msn..then msgs...then phone calls.. we stayed friends for about 8 months, then took it to the next level..



"Shfeeech sar7ana!!" she snapped me out of it "u smiled then frowned then madry sh9aar bwayhich!..9a7ya mama?"



"mm hehe.. Luluty ta3alay yami" i scooted over giving her space to lay down beside me...7a6ait rasi 3ala her shoulder oo we watched Bridezillas on mbc4; 6b3an ana bali kilish mo wiyahom...i remembered all the good times that me and 3bdalla had.. kan e7ibny waayid...kint klshay blnisba lah... wil7een he's lying to Lulu 3shan ebarir ily sawaah.. 6agne...



"Fajir?? laish tabcheeen??...mit3awraa?? shfeeech?..."



i cant keep it all in anymore...everytime i remmbered him i'd go crazier than i already am...



"3abdala sababli el7adth.." i confessed



"HA?"



"lama kina ray7een baitich he called me and we got into an argument...i thought it would end there until he confessed that what he did in ba7rain was because he "needed a break from all this" 9edamny Lulu.... i just froze madre sh9ar feeeni oo nisait iny ga3da asoog, ba3dain i dropped my phone, oo the tears blurred my vision oo da3amt.."

"ta7lifeen ina kalamich 9ij?!!" she shot at me with a serious face

"wallah.."

"Fajer sim3eeni 3adil...3abdala lil asaf ma 3araf yi6la3 ib 7geegta illa al7een.. im gona talk to him wnshoof ba3dain shiy9eer...ahalich imsafreen so ma gtlihom 3an ily 9ar 3ashan may7atoonich oo chithy bs as soon as we get u out of here i'll take care of evrything"

i trusted Lulu..and i knew she'd handle it properly.. but then i rememberd what woke me up

"laish kintaw t9ar5oon barra?"

"m-mino?" she shrugged

"intay w 3bdalla.."

"umm we just had a misunderstanding, thats all..- tabeen takleen shay?"

she's LYING to me??

"ahh no.. banam"

"moo zain itnameen wayid! eat something now oo ba3dain lets watch tv!" she gleamed

why is she trying to act normal? what happened? im not buying it..

"hellooooow...??"

"sure, whatever.."

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I FORGOT MY PASSWORD U GUYS! IM SOOO SOOO SORRY! Then i finally found it in a document that i saved awal ma sawait the blog ;p anyway.. im back!

-i miss shaikha :)

Stubby:*

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Something You Stole - Part 14

Abeekom it3arfoon ena i love you guys so much ;*..
part 14!

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Lulu...


"lai meta ga3da?" 3abdala blurted out...i looked at him expressionless


"ba5aleeha wehya bhal 7ala mathalan?"....ya3ni shal 7mar! my best friend o 6ay7a blmostashfa..ba5aleha wba6la3 ya3ne?!!! this guy la billah yan o ga3ad!!...he sighed and sat down on the chairt elly 9oub il baab chena he was forced to be here..ma7asaita mehtam ina Fajer mt3awra...hatha mo 3abdala ily ana a3arfa...


"3abdala sh9ayer.?"


"wala shay laish?"


"t9arofatik '3areeba.."


"shlon ya3ne"


"inta mistaw3eb 7aalat Fajer?"


"ee laish"


"ma7issik m7ateeha..ma3anik aghla shay 3endaha..wehya aghla shay 3ndek...whats going on 3abdalla?...your not you..."

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3abdalla...


Outgoing msg S Ba7ren
call me el7een!


e9ara7a Lulu's blabbering was annoying me and i needed a way to get out of it...i knew she was right...i just didnt agree with her..


Qahar ma kent ana-..."3an ithnich" i picked up the phone 3ala6ool o 6la3t barra..


"aloo"


"ha 7yate, shfeek?"


"wala shay bs badesh l7een wagolhom ena l'ahal yabooni wlazm amshy.."


"ehehehe 7alatik walla..yalla baby im waiting on you lat6awel chetheeeehhh..." she moaned..


"aahh... fedaitich.."


"ehehehe yalla yalla roo7 goolhum saroontik tabeeekk! ehehehe"


"t'aamreen amer sarooonty.."


"byeee.."


"wain bosty"


"ummmwwwaahhhhhh"


"hehe la la abtilish ana chi-..." i spotted the guy that was standing at Fajer's room sitting on the hallway chairs.. "shway wakalmich"


"mino inta?"

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Fahad...


i was sitting with my head down and rewinded every incident that took place between us just to feel close to her... but every disgusting word he said to the girl on the phone interrupted my thoughts, kil maygool shay itloo3 chabdy zyada.. shlon esawy ib Fajer chithy? sima3ta yis2al a7ad "mino enta" and i looked up...kan ga3id e6aali3ny ana!..wa3...wa5ir wayhik la yn6ibig al7een..madry shlon mista7miltik ilmaskena a9lann!


"shfeek t5iz chithy...s2altik mino inta?!!"


"ana Fahad Nayif 3abdalla Al-Flani...inta mino" i asked with a smirk on my face


"mo shi'3lik!"


ana wa7id mali 5ilg nafsy yaay hatha ejabilny wizeed 3alay 5yaasta?!


"yoba 5air shba'3ait"


"shily bainik w bain Fajer? mn wain t3arifha!?"


"mo shi'3lik"


"MO SHI'3LY?"


"mo shi'3lik"


"INT ET3ARIF ANA MIN-" he was about to ask, until Lulu interrupted us..


"3ABDALLA!" she was shocked to see him speaking with ME, and came to where we were standing.. "3abdalla shga3d itsawy?!!"


"si2lay hatha shkan ga3d isawy 3ind baab Fajer awal!"


"yoba ma3rifha! rayi7 galbik!" ifffff mo gader ashoof wayha...gi6a3


"3ayal shtabe yaay ghorfat lebnaya!??"


"3abdalla 5alaaa9! galik may3arifha shfeek alah yhadaak!!" Lulu stood between us preventing a fight..


"la2 ana ba2adba hal 5ara! mo 3aib 3alaih e6il bghorfat'ha!???"


"mino il5ara?"


"3ABDALLA 5alaa9!!"


"int wahalik!"


i stepped closer to him and Lulu had no choice but to move out of the middle..when i was an inch away from his face i grabbed onto his collar and spoke through my clenched teeth and strangled nerves..


"isma3 yal 8athir, la int, wala halik, wala 3ashra min ashkalik e7acheeny bhal isloob..al7een taglub wayhik wilsanik il wa9e5, witfaarij min hal mokan..a7sanlik troo7 itjaabel saroontik... taraahy tan6erik.." i winked..


t5a9bag wayha lama ybt esimha blsaani..o 6aala3 Fajer 3ala6ool, eli kanat '6ay3a w mo fahma mno hal bnt eli ga3den ntkalam 3anha..


"mino Sara?" sh asked confused


3abdalla moved away and before he left gave me an "evil" look.. haha.. maskeen


"Fahad mno Sara?" she asked again as he left, i looked at her and realised that i shouldnt have brought it up infront of her..


"ma7ad..lazm amshy..bye"

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Lulu...


Outgoing call 3abdalla


"aloo 3abdalla wain ri7t? Fajer needs us!"


"ahaly yabooni Lulu magdar ag3ad ba3ad..deeray balich" he hung up


sara...sara...mino sara..?? hmmm...highschool? ..la la mo ehya...emm...saraa.. jam3atna?.. no no... umm...sara sara..sara..sar-




..SHIT!!!

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i know its short lovelies bas mo imla7ga shay! whenever i get a chance i'll post i promise, i need to know if you guys want me to post short posts every two days, or REALLY long posts bas kil 5 aw 6 days..? answer me in the comment box please..

love you,

Stubby.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Something You Stole - Part 13

Previously...


could he possibly be the reason for Fajer being in the hospital?

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"sir?"


fiza3t ib mukani


"h-huh? yes?"


"you know this patient?"


"y-yes.."


"why are you hiding then?"


"i- im not!" i shot back


"please leave sir.. or go inside"


before i could answer her 2 nurses rushed into Fajer's room...they opened the door exposing me to the 3 people inside.. Fajer, 3abdalla, and Lulu.. 5ara! wain agi6 wayhi!?? la sho3oriyan legait ryooli tamshy bser3a away from that room..

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Lulu..


"mno hatha?"


shit shit hatha shyaaayba!!!


"madry"

while the nurses took care of Fajer gilt 5al aroo7 ashof shsalfita Fahad.. i spotted him speed walking his way down the hallway and hurried myself to catch up to him


"Fahad!" i called out.. he hesitated but ignored me and kept walking.. "Fahad!"

"what were you doing there!" i tried catching up to him "what if she would have seen you!" and finally he stops


"asif.. bs .."


"NO! you need to stop showing up like that! tabi itmashkil Fajer o itwari6 rou7ik ma3aha!?"


"Lulu asif bas ma kan 8a9de.. sam7eeni" and he walked away, the look on his face worried me. he looked broken, tierd and devastated..


poor guy.. kisar 5aa6ry!!


"la7tha Fahad!" wgaf ib mukana o 6ala3ny "sh3indik bil mostashfa hnee?"


"obooy 6ayi7.. 6a7 3alaina bil sharika o yibnaa.."


oo ana zafaita il maskeeen ;(


"Fahad!" a girl called out behind him.. she was tall, thin, white, and owned short brown hair..Fahad noticed her calling him again and turned around to hug her..


hmm.. girlfriend?

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Fajer...


"MABI!! 5ALNI BAROO7 EL 7AMAM!!"


"please Fajoor sim3eeeny..!!" he wouldnt let go of my hands!!!


"gi3day mokanich!" his strength rejected mine even though i resisted but the push he gave me made me splat onto the bed..


"aaa55!" he froze


pain filled up every bone and muscle in my body "AAAAAAAAA7 YA 7MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!" i screamed, 3abdalla twahag o gam eta2ti2 mo 3arif shiygool..


"a-a-anadi a7ad?"


i wanted to yell at him more or move but i couldnt...dots and black spots began covering my sight until i droused off to sleep..

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Lulu..


"Lulu hathy i5ty Haya"


"ahlain" i smiled at her.. abaaih fashla il7een tfakir we'r dating aw shay.. weeeh yalla introduce who i am yal ghabii!!

"oo Haya hathi Lulu ma3ay bl jam3a.."


she stuck her hand out and smiled "hi, shlonich.." kan shakilha bachya maskeena..


"7mdela b5ayr, uhh ana lazm amshy, Fajer da5el broo7ha.." i lied, kan lazim a6la3 mn hal mow8if il mo7rij! "it was nice to meet you Haya...take care.."


i headed back to Fajor's room


"shfeeha namat?! laish chithy mo mnsad7a 3adil!?? sh9aar!!"


"m-madry Lulu.. uhh.. gamat o faj2a 6a7at chthy.. ma kalmatny 7ata!"


"inzain nadaait a7ad!??" 3adalt her position o r3a9t 3al red button mal ily enadi ilnurse


"la2 tawhom kanaw mawjodeen...lama mishaw rdat namat..akeed mn il duwa.. 5aleeha.." ib kil borooda ..


"shino 5aleha!? la la inta feek shay! 3abdala hathi FAJER, FAJER your GIRLFRIEND and my BEST FRIEND! a5aleeha!?? shfeek!.." 6alla3t kil 7arity 3ala hal digma il7amrawa3alaya..6ag6agt 3alaih laima the nurses came..


"shes unconsious again!! what happened!? she was awake a few minutes ago"


"ya Lulu hadday...mafeeha ila l3afya inshalla.."


"inta chub.. EXCUSE ME can you please check up on her!?"


Qahar Ma Kent Ana Adry Ti3eeesh Ibgalbi Kath- "aloo" 3abdalla gam o 6ila3 barra awal ma shal telefona..


"mad'am we will call the doctor but her pressure and pulse is all fine, you dont need to worry"


gi3adt ib mokani and pulled out my phone, i had 17 bbms and 5 missed calls from random friends and cousins.. radait 3alaihom and i just waited for something to happen...

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Fahad...


"wain obooy?"


"hnaak.. imshay ma3ay"


dashaina '3orfat obooy wil nurses kanaw wagfeen dar madara, ily ta5th his pulse wily tshoof 7ararta, wly t3adil wayraat...Haya gasped lama she saw the state he was in o ra7at tg3ad yama...lama shift obooy galbi gam yirga3..Haya galbha a8wa min galbi ib hal sowalif.. gi3adt 5ams dgayig chan anqimit..


"hayo baroo7 shway warja3"


"wain betroo7?"


i sighed "madry haya baroo7 il bait aw il sharika"


she looked down understandingly and nodded...i felt that i had to be close to Fajer..laman ashoofha artaa7.. gabil la alif lafat il hallway elly feha ghurfat Fajer sima3t 3abdala yetklam bltelfon o y'67ak..


shlonn ygdar yth7ak o ehya g3da tt3athab da5il? hatha mala galb?...


"ahhhaha ee ana gayelichh! shftay? sm3ay kalami daaaymann eheheh...laaa?..entay malat 3a'6...hehehe...7abeebty intay....ee...akeeed a7ibich y3ne shrayichh...la la ana aktharr...ha?..ee ana blmostashfa shway wa6la3...la la mafee shay 7abeebty bs 9a7bi kaasir reela blmal3ab...mmm madree mo m6awil...heheheh waain tabeen?...ok amorich ba3d n9 sa3aa...ok...ana aktharr..bye"


ayal wild elkalb...!!








Saturday, September 5, 2009

Something You Stole - Part 12

Previously..


i wanted to open my eyes and kick 3abdalla out of my room, but something put me in place and prevented me from moving every muscle in my body, what is wrong with me?

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Fahad..


di5alna il mostashfa o 5athaw obooy.. i was waiting anxiously with all my nerves on the verge of bursting

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Lulu


"inshala mafeha ila l5air" he sat on the chair next to Fajer "ahalha ma yadroon?"


"la2 imsafreen"


"bs mo lazim itbashreenhom?"


"3abdala their on an aniversary mabi a5arib 3laihom"


"bas hathi bint'hom.."


"IM NOT CALLING THEM, PERIOD!" i snapped. He just looked at Fajer holding her hand lost in his own thoughts.. "im gonna get myself coffee, ayeeblik shay?"


"la mashkora"

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Fahad..


adry ina oboy yet9araf ka'ana yekrahne bs mahma kan hatha oboy.. its something a cant change or replace no matter what.. itha la sama7 allah 9ar fee shay, im gona have to take his place in everything.. i dont think i can do it on my own..


Outgoing call Haya


"YO!"


"Haya.." my voice quivered


"shfeekFahad?"


"obooy 6a7 blsharika o yibnaa ilmostashfa.."


she gasped in shock, my father loved her and she knew how much "wainkom?"


"il salam"


"yalla im on my way"


gi3adt bil waiting room ahady a39aby, afaker blsaleem, ad3i.. ayshay bs 3ashan obooy ygom blsalama. marat il sa3aat o balasht adoo5, gilt aroo7 ayeebli gahwa

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Lulu


"anything with coffee please"


"oqay madam"


as i waited for my coffee i sensed someone standing next to me


shit hatha mo china Fahad??


he smiled at me, "Fahad?"


"ahlan.."


"shlonik"


"b5air, sh5barech?" he seemed down..


"mashy il7al.." i looked away remembering Fajer's harsh situation


"sh3ndich hnee?"


i stayed quiet cuz ma kint abe e7ateeha..


"shfeech?"


"Fajer sawat 7adith.." i finally mumbled realising the obligation of answering him


"SHINO! SHLON!!" he exclaimed


"d3imat ib sayartain"


"is she okay? shgalaw?!"


"she hadnt woken up since the accident" i began to tear, and sadness occupied his brown eyes


"agdar ashoofha?"


"uhh....il9ara7a i dont think its a good idea.."

i couldnt take him into the same room that 3abdala was in, her boyfriend and the guy that likes her? AWKWARD!


"i just want to see her for a minute, please.."


"Fahad im sorry.." i grabbed my drink and walked away forcing him a smile

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Fhaid


magdar.. magdar mashoofha... Fajer msawya 7adeth o mit3awra.. lazim ashoofha..Le7agt lulu mn ghair mat7is..


room 636


she left the door slightly open.


"ha how is she?"


"nothing new.." a man answered her


ahaaa thats why she didnt let me come.. la la matwa8a3, 6a3 labis training o polo... mino hatha?


"3abdala sh9ar bainik o bain Fajer?"


ha? shinw ya3ni?? mino hatha!!


"Lulu, ma widy atkalam 3an ilmw'6o3.. ily feeni kafeeni.."


there was a long pause, shakait inhom la7'6aw aw shay but i stayed where i was peeking through the crack of the door..


"m-mm"


"FAJER!"


"oh my God oh my God Fajoor il7imdela ya Rabbi! Fajoor shofeenyy!"


gamat? sh9ayerr!!!


"3abdalla wa5ir eedik 3anha!" Lulu yelled


i widened the crack a bit to get a better view of what was going on. he tried grabbing Fajer's hand again but she sliped her palms out of his looking disturbed.. then it hit me, 3abdalla is the guy.. the reason Fajer was crying, the reason she thinks im just like him, the reason she was hurt and miserable.. but wait, could he possibly be the reason for Fajer being in the hospital?

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Gdnight,

Stubby xx