Monday, August 17, 2009

Something You Stole - Part 8

Peviously..


he's here.. 3abdallas right infront of me..!


"Fajer?"

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3abdallah...


i got up and headed towards Fajer with arms open


"latgarib 9ouby!" she snapped


"Fajer..."


"ana yeetik 3ashan asma3 ely 9ar o amshy.. '3air chithy mako"


"inzain gi3day.." she sat infront of me with arms crossed and eyes fixed on the table.. madry shino bagoolaha.. i was just staring at her blankly, it felt like life was on pause for a moment... untill she mumbled..


"so..?"


min wain abtidy? lama shift.ha klshayy ra7 3en baly...!


"Fajer tadreen iny a7bich.. 9a7?" i stalled


she looked out the glass window with a sarcastic smirk on her lips


"momkin it6al3eeni low sama7tay?"


"tsk, 3abdala btit7acha wila amshy?"


"kintay ib bali the whole time Fajer.. walla.. bas shirabt shay w faj2a t7awalt l'sha59 thaaany... rab3i kanaw ma3ay o they werent helping.. neither were the people around me... i swear to you Faj-"


"why dont you skip to the part that involves the other woman"


i couldnt say it... i couldnt tell Fajer what i did.. saying it indirectly that day at the park was hard enough.. but she wanted details, i knew she did..


"i wasnt myself at the time.. we met at the bar and she talked to me for a bit, like she knew me.. she asked questions and i answered them.. next thing i know we're dancing and laughing together.. galatli an6irha barra w ri7t..." i hesitated when her eyes started glistening "la-lama t6la3t bara 5athetni 3ind.. s-sayart'ha" there was barely any sign of life in Fajer.. "ga3adna netkalam 3an ashya2 3adiya.." i didnt want to continue..


"ba3dain" her lips barely moved


"Fajer 6al3eeny..."


she didnt budge or move an inch


"i cant lose you Joorty.. a7ibich"


a tear made its way down Fajer's cheek


"betkamil?"


"we kissed.."


Fajer grabbed her bag and got up slowly..


"wain ray7a?? Fajer ni6ray ga3deen nitfaham e7na!" i grabbed her arm hoping she wouldnt leave me like this


"wa5ir eedik.." she hissed


"please Fajer"


"SHTABI!!"


"abeech"


"ANA MABEEEK! NOW LEAVE ME ALONE!"


"mani im5aleech Fajer..!"

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Fajer..

my legs were wobbling and i felt that i couldnt balance myself properly, let alone my throbbing heart and waterfall tears..


"5alni aroo7 3abdallah..!!" i cried "mabeek.. mabi shay minik...! hidnyy!"


"Fajer intay 7ayati kilha! ana lich wintay liy.. tekfaain sim3eeni shwayy..! 5alich ma3ay shwayy please, i didnt mean to hurt you.. ga3d atrajach Fajerr!"


he put his other hand on my waist to keep me from running away... my heart thumped so hard that i could feel it in my head.. his smell, his voice, his strong arms on me, my love for him.. all these things seemed to get through me.. 'cause i eventually gave up and threw myself on him..

3abdala let out a deep breath and pulled me close.. i firmed my arms around him, and he did the same tightening our bodies together.. this felt so good, i couldnt help but want him..

i needed him..

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3abdalla....

abeeha.. Fajer tiswa il dinya w mafeeha!

"Fah- 3abdallah.." she pulled away looking into my eyes

"3youna"

"i love you"

i guess this means she forgives me??

"asif Joorty walla ma3eedha"

she leaned close to me and gave me a kiss on my cheek

mmmm ree7at sha3erha itdawe5..

"its okay 3aboudi.. hehe" she said wiping away her tears

"tadreen amoot feech 9a7?"

"yea"

"good" i smiled

that was easy..

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- I PROMISE: THIS IS THE SHORTEST POST I WILL EVER POST!!

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Stubby xx

Monday, August 10, 2009

Contemplating ..

You Guys!! Im Contemplating On Finishing The Story Lana A7ess Ena I'm BOOORING You Out!;'( Aby A3aref Who's Reading And Whos Not! Please: Comments Min Kil Elly Garaw My Story .. (SILENT READERS INCLUDED!!).. Thats Whats Going To Make Me Decide Wether I Should Stop It Where Its At Or Start A New Story Aw Shay.. And Honestly Im Not Feeling So Inspired These Days <3

Help Me Get My MOJO BAAACK!!

Annnd .. -_-

ANOTHER Reason For THIS Was That I Wrote 2 Parts But They Got DELETED.. Kan Ye6la3li "AutoSave failed" Ou I Ignored Bedaal La At9arraf;@ .. THEN Dumbass Stubby Refreshes The Thingy Ou Chick Boom GONE!! 6efaaaaarrt 7aaail wallaaaaaaaaaaah..!!

Anywaaays.. BOTTOM LINE:

ENCOURAGEMENT
COMMENTS
FOLLOWERS

And Thank You..

Ciao

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Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Something You Stole - Part 7

-Thaaaannkk Yoooouu All Forr The Ziffing! I NEEDED THAT ET9ADGOUN : .. Identity, Alvaro, Shayoukh, YouCompleteMe, DesperateDreamer, All The Anonymous's, And Last But Not Least WaaayWaay! THIS IS FOR Y'ALL!(A);*

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Previously...

Lulu watched him ride his car then looked at me with an impressed look on her cheery face and raised her eyebrows twice at me.. she knew me waaaay too well to let go of this one.
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Fajer...


"Shtabeen!" i said failing the attempt to hold back my smile


"YOUU LIIIIKKKEYYY" Lulu teased with her widened eyes and ear-to-ear smile


"Ughh shut up Lulu 7adda mu waqta okay!?" i looked away and hummed to Maria Carey's song My All and began to tear up again at the memory of my ex.. i never expected this word to ever apply to 3abdallah, the first love i ever had.. ulla ya3ni i wasted 4 years of my life rejecting the most respectable men, for him.. 3umry ma ga9art ma3aah.. all i want to know is how he had the guts to do what he did..

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Fahad...

"9aloo7 basayrha 3lshan ne6aman ina klshay tamam.."


"feehom shay??"


"walla madry bas Fajer embayin ina kanat ga3da tabchy ba3ad.."


"o laish wagfeen 3ala 7aart il 2aman?"


"itgool she wasnt feeling well o galatlaha tougaf.."


"dala3 il banat hehehehe" he laughed


i waited for Fajer's friend to get out on the street and followed her.. her friend was the type of girl who'd turn heads anywhere she went.. really beautiful mashallah.. her features were sharp and she had black curly hair.. her tanned skin boosted the attractivness she owned and her structured curvy body showed off some of her personality.. my heart targeted Fajer... i wasnt the type of guy who'd go after any random girl.. but something makes me want to bend the rules for her.

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Fajer...


"im in the mood for movies.."


"You read my mind walla! bas akhaaf warahom shay o mu 7ilwa in2a5irhum.."


"Ee 9a7.. inzain wagfay ib mukan o kalmee 3ashan eyrou7, khalla9 i7na we'r fine.."


"okay.."


We entered Jabriya and parked near Mr.Baker elly 9oub McDonalds.. Fahad's car stopped next to Lulu and the passenger window rolled down...


"low sama7tay laish wgaftay, feekom shay?" a man's voice said


i waited for Lulu to say something but nothing came out of her..


"Luluu??"


she was still givng me the back of her head


"Lulu shfeech 6al3eeny!"


no answer..


"LULU!" i nudged her and she looked at me with wide sparkley eyes..


"hmm" she barely spoke


i looked over and saw his friend directing his words at Lulu who had no reaction whatsoever..


"aloo?" he waved his hand


"hu-h.. uh-ee hehe la mako sha-.. i- uh-- we..-"


maynouuna!??


"we were about to go get a few movies" i barged in "o mu 7abeen in'6aye3 waqtkom.. thank you for everything bas we'll be fine from here on.." i said


the guy looked over at Fahad and said something, then Fahad got out of his car and came to my side of the window..


"mu min 9ejich.."


"shino?"


"shno ya3ni et'6ay3een waqtna?"


"ee ya3ni were fine o mashy 7alna.. you dont have to waste your time following girls that you barely know all over the place 3al fathy!"


he leaned a bit closer to me


"mu la7gich 3ashan aby menich shay.."


"3ayal.." i said copying the way he spoke..


he didnt say anything back and just looked at me..


do all guys think following a girl gets them a free ticket into her life!??


"...mm, thought so.. and by the way, lo kan 3endik 5awaat aw '6imeer 3al aqal, then you wouldnt have had the "typical kuwaity" thing in mind thinking that if you followed is you'd get numbers in return!"


he shot up his head in confusion..


"i wasnt thinking that way.."


"hahaha.. YOU? c'mon look at urself.. your exactly what would break a girl's heart into peices with just a click"


"na3am?! you dont even know me..! ma tadreen ana niyaati shino fa la ta7kimeen 3alay low sama7tay! ana ba'3ait at6aman inkum we9altaw bil salama o ghaira makint 7aa6 ib baaly.." he was serious.. "& thats exactly what i would've done for a SISTER..! witha 3abalich iny nafsah, intay '3al6ana.."


as soon as he said that word "nafsa" my heart skipped a beat and my eyes began tearing up.. i couldnt say anything back to that.. he was right! what 3abdalla did made me see all guys the same


"Fajer?" he said with a worried look on his face


i didnt want him to see me cry so i avoided looking at his gorgeous face and looked straight ahead..


"Fahad, thank you for eveything okay.." choking back my tears "and im sorry for what i said to you, your right, i dont know you.." i looked at him forcing a smile with my teary eyes "3an ithnik.." and with that, i rolled up my window..


"wadeeny baitich.." i mumbled


the drive was quiet..


Outgoing msg Mamaatti;*
Mama banam ib bait Lulu okay? i love you:*


Our moms have known each other ever since they were 8, they were practically sisters.. when Lulu's grandma died her mom was left alone because her husband abandoned them for a lebanese woman.. Lulu's mom (khalty Noura) lived with my mom until she married a good man (3ami Khaled) that treated all of us just as his own..


i changed into guy boxers and a sleeveless tanktop and threw myself on the bed while Lulu showered.. then i unconsiously drifted off to sleep..


about an hour later i felt something on my forehead, i squinted my eyes and saw it was a Galaxy bar, Lulu was always my cure to anything.. i sat up, crossed my legs and took a bite from it
staring at Lulu.. who was munching on Doritos and smiling at me


"wanna talk about it?"


"no"


"c'mon you gotta get it off ur chest"


"theres nothing to talk about.. he messed up, and he broke a promise.. 3umry ma hagaita ra3i suwalif Lulu.. i just want to forget him.."


"bas you shouldve talked to him o fahamtay minna.. maybe he regrets it.."


"well he should have thought about it looong before he did any of that shit.."


"ya3ni uhwa shsawa?"


"how am I supposed to know.. i didnt even ask Lulu ma gedart.. t5adart wallah! i just had to be away from him.. all he said was "ana sawait elly kintay khayfa minna" ya3ni whats that supposed to mean..!? ashkara im5arbi6 with a whore or sumthing..!!"


Lulu came over to my side of the bed and hugged me..


"Fajoor?.."


"Hmm?"


she looked into my eyes and said "your gonna meet up with him and talk about it.. im making you go.. mara7 akhaleekom et'6ay3un 4 years min 7ayatkom 3ala salfat laila aw lailtain"


"Mabi!! Lulu min 9ejich intay!?? mabi ashoofa inzain!! khallaay hal insaan ib3eed 3ani low sama7tay!!"


"bas thats something your gunna have to do eventually Fajer"


"laish ba3ad?? ma yestaahil another chance!"


"okay dont give him another chance.. just understand from him what happened then just walk away.. cuz i thought about it and realised that he might have a good explanation for what he did.. 3abdallah e7ibich Fajer.. thats something you cant question.."


"Luluu insay.."


"FOUR YEARS FAJER!!!" she yelled


after a long pause..


"fiine..." i agreed


"yalla wain ur phone?"


"MO AL7EEEEENN!!!" i cried


Lulu grabbed my phone frome the end of the bed and literally forced it into my hand


Compose new msg;
meet me in starbucks il bidi3 tomorrow at 10:oo am ..


i pressed the send button as fast as i could 3ashan aftakk!


"happy?"


Lulu smiled and tucked herself in bed signaling that she was going to sleep..


madry shlon ana banam wana bashoofa bachir..!! what if i freeze and cant say anything all of a sudden?? what if i break down and cryy uncontrollably?.. madry shagool o sha5ally! should i show him my true feelings or act like i dont care..? is it okay to cry infront of him after what he did to me? ...what if he reaches out for my hand and i just give in reaching back for his?.. i hate him for doing what he did to me but i also love him for being my other half .... i hate this! i hate ba7rain!! i hate 3ABDALLA!!!


i snapped out of my thoughts noticing the sun rays beaming from behind the curtains..


what time is it??


i took a look at my phone's screen to check if i got any messages from ASSHOLE.. there was nothing..


wierd..


i got off the bed for a shower and tried putting together a good speech for 3abdalla..


3abdalla inta sibab kil hatha ou lo mu kasir kelmetik chan ma 5esarna ba3ath .. lakin lel asaf eli bai-


"Fajooor!??" Lulu screamed through the b-room door


"Haaaaa3!!"


"Tabeeen riyooog??"


"Enmor McDonalds!!"


"RIYOOOG yaa mara! mo '3adaa!!"


"inzain 5al chandra itsaweelina shay!!" i yelled back


"Oqaaayyykkss"


"khebla.." i mumbled


"HEARD THAAAAT"


back to my thoughts... hmmm.. wai3 gafalt.. allaah ree7a 7ilwaa.. wait, shako? Goddd Lulu;@ al7een nisaaait!!


i got out of the shower and faced the vaporised mirror ... Fahoo- .. i scribbled it out and left the bathroom to change


"madry shalbis!"


"ba6lay my cabat"


"should i ekshi5 aw albis ayshayyy?"


"3endyy a short white dress elly 9ayer '6ayejj min ta7att, libsee wiya orange flats"


"oqaaayykss.." i copied her


baddalt oo sawait sha3ry straight oo ni6art Lulu etbadil.. she wore a navy polo dress and left her hair curly..


"entay soogay.."


we got into my car.. I played my "LOVE SUCKS" playlist listening carefully for phrases that could help me find something useful to say to him..


we entered il bidi3 and my stomach started jumping all over the place.. my face turned red and i felt heat all over my body.. i increased the power of the AC on my face but it wasnt helping.. i was on the verge of exploding if not passing out..


"7abeebty are u okay?"


i just looked at Lulu with a worried face..


"come here.."


she hugged me but i didnt feel safe or comfortable this time.. i forced myself out of the car and entered Starbucks, it was empty.. i walked upstairs and no one seemed to be around.. but as i walked in i saw the back of a person sitting 9ob il qanafaat, he was holding his phone but looked frozen.. i was now 2 meters away from the man who literally shattered my life and couldnt move a muscle..! it felt like i was on quicksand, not able to move foreward, or sneak myself out of this miserable rendevous! just the idea that we were now both breathing the same air frustrated me more and sped up my heartrate..


he's here.. 3abdallas right infront of me..!


"Fajer?"

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A7EEEBKUM!!;*
Gnight!

Stubby xx

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Something You Stole - Part 6B

Sorry Guys My Laptop Gave Up On Me Today And I Just Got It Fixed.. Here's Part.6B Extra Long Just As Promised;*

A7eebkum;* .. Dedicated To Waay-Ay-Ay & Shayoukh;*

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Fajer..


"Sh9ar?"


"La wala shay.."


"Lulu!" I said sternly


"Haaa? Ma 9aar shay bas sa2alny laish kintay tabcheen and if there was anything he could do to help.. Nothing important.."


"Enzaain.. Umm w shgilteela??" I had to know what happened!


"Makoo.. giltla ina ur fine w ena mo nag9ech shay 3shan yetda5al b7ayatich..."


"LAAI- uhh.. Ahaa.. ya7laila .." i said, faking an I-dont-care smile..


oh God! He cared? Bas who am I to him 3ashan yehtam.. Could it possibly be th-


"Fajer.. laish hamich ilmaw'6o3 wayid??" Lulu said interrupting my thoughts..


"Moo hamny!" I spat back, and turned up the volume on the radio..


"Fajer?" Lulu said as she lowered the volume, and gave me her famous 'what's going on' look..


"Hmm?"


"Sh9ayir?" She looked totally puzzled now..


"Ifff Lulu mabi atkallam 3an ilmow'6oo3 okay!" I hissed at her


As we drove on the highway 3abdilmajeed's voice blasted through the speakers reminding me of 3abdalla.. "Lailat'ha Kannat Sham3 Ta'6wey Baini Ou Bainik, Youm En6ifat Ent El Hawa Eli Hab ou A5madha!" .. My heartbeat raced as I struggled to hold back my tears untill i couldnt anymore.. I just let it all out with horrific cries and never-ending tears..


"FAJER!!?"


i kept crying and covered my face in my hands.. i didnt want to remember anything about him!!


"YOUR TELLINNG ME WHAT HAPPENED!!!!" she screamed..


Lulu signaled to the left and stopped my car on the emergency lane..


"LULU SHGA3DA TSAWEEN!?? THIS ISNT THE TIME WALLAAAH!!"


"MO BKAAIFECH! YALLAH TA7ACHAY!! ESHSAWWA FEEECH 3ABDALLAH!!??"


his name alone wrenched my heart and urged me to cry even more.. i managed to slip out some words explaining to her what had happened.. but Lulu was staring into space completely speechless..


"Kalb.." she hissed through her clenched teeth..


"L-Luluuu.. please.. p-please help m-me for-g-gett himm" i begged..


"Oh my God ta3allay 7abeebty..! Everything will be okay I promise.. he'll get what he deserves.." her arms opened wide and i leaned in for her motherly hug.. i trusted Lulu and i knew she'd never let me down, especially with this one!


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Fahad...


rekabt ilsayara wiya 9aloo7 and headed to our house 3ashan engi6 barrid il yahal..



"Fhaid shfeekom??"


"mino??"


"iinta o hathy om training.."


"mafeena shay, shfeena?.."


"mafeekom shay 3ayel laish ri7tlaha??"


"mak-"


"ou shgilt'laha a9laann..?"


"mako shay 9aloo7 shfeek wayed mehtamm?"


"la ya3ni as2ll.."


"ekserat 5a6ry rfeejet'ha o bs s2alt'ha etha kan feha shayy.."


"ahaaa.."


as soon as we dropped off their stuff we headed to the avenues for dinner..


"OH 9alooo7!!" i said raising the volume.. "lailat'ha kannaat sham3 ta'6weey baaaini w bainik, youm en6ifat int elhawa eli haab o a5maaadha!" i sang goofily with 3abdilmajeed's hand gestrures


a few minutes later dashaina da'er el khaamis..


"tara om training 7aggi haaa ga3ed agoolik men al7een" he laughed


"hehehe moo 9aa7y walla.. o wain raa7at Yasmino ba3ad?"


"ya 3ami zaain!" he smoked the last of his cigarette and put it out


"shfeekom ba3aaad!"


"e6la3at 5afeefa.."


"laa wallaa..??!" i said in shock, she never seemed like that around me..


"daag 3alaiha 7asoon yesta3bi6 o ana kent yama.. tathkker yom kan egooli ashya2 3anha bs makint a9adeg?"


"aah ya3ni nafsyy hehehe.."


"aiiiwa! fa kan yes2alha as2ila w ehya etrid 3alaih w tig3ad tetha7ak ma3aa.. kan 7aa6ha speaker 3ala bo ina be7i6 ib 3ainy..!"


"laa wallaah! ana elly a3arfa kanat 5osh bint ..."


"ya m3awad zaaain mako san3aat hal zman.."


"la 9aloo7 ako ako.. bs ana 7isabt Yasmeen wa7da san3a! .. 9ij tara ma twaq-"


"OH OH WAGGEF FHAID!!"


"SHFEEK!!"


"shoof 3al yesaar! hathail mo ohma elly tawa misaa3??"


"EEE WALLAH!!"


"ougaf ougaf warahom!!"


we were both excited yet nervous as i signaled to the left and parked my car behind them.. i got out of my car and got a glimps of Fajer in her friend's arms.. it looked like she was crying..!


"9aloo7 en6ir hnee 5al ashoof shfeehom.."


"itha ba'3ait shay asherly w anzellik.."


"5la9 ok.."


ri7t 9oub il passenger seat wain Fajer erkubat a5r mara shift'ha..


*Knock Knock*

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Fajer...

i heard a knock on my side of the window oo fazzait min mokaany!!


"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA3!!" me and Lulu shreiked


i looked to my right and there he was, Fahad..


"ALLAH E5ISSIIKK!! nazlay nazlay direeshtich..!!!"


i tried gathering myself together so that i wouldnt make a fool of myself and pressed on the button to lower my window..


"hehehe.. asef, kharra3tkum?" he laughed


"yal maleeq!!" Lulu said as she tried catching up with her breath


he laughed again..


"ITS NOT FUNNY OKAY!?" i hissed at him, again


why is his smile giving me goosebumps!?


"asif wallah uhh- Fajer.." he said nervously


ya zeeen ismy 3ala elsanik..


"hehe la its okay.. uumm- ?"


"Fahad" he said looking at me with a childish smile


i smiled and looked down..


"feekom shay? laish wagfeen ib ni9 il share3?"


me and Lulu looked at each other & tried to make up something as fast as possible..


"uuh..."


"umm.. hehe.. "


nothing came out..


"il9ara7a i made her stop.." i blurted out "i wasnt feeling too well.."


"3asa ma shar??"


"ma shar, bas ta3bana shway.."


"taboony asayrkom?"


"hehe la mashkoor mabi ata3bik ma3ana"


"bkafich hu?" he said with a bad-boy grin and headed back into his car..


Lulu watched him ride his car then looked at me with an impressed look on her cheery face and raised her eyebrows twice at me.. she knew me waaaay too well to let go of this one.

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Goodnight Lovelies;*~

Stubby xx

Monday, August 3, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!;*~



'3anuu L7abeeby Ou Gadimoulaa El Tahaanyy, Fee 3eed Milaaadah 3asaaha MIYAAT 3aaaaam;*~ Efraaa7 7abeeby We6lib AGHLAAA El Amaaanyy.. El Laaaila Ya 3uumry Tenadeek El A7laaam;O..





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Close Those Pretty Eyes Of Yours And Make A WISH !!








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Sunday, August 2, 2009

Something You Stole - Part 6A

Previosly...

I was about to get in but i paused again.. i felt him stepping closer to where i was standing and thought he might want to tell me something but instead, he walked past me and headed towards Lulu's car...

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Fahad...


"ahlain .."


"uuh halla walla.."


"low sama7tay momkin akalmich ib sha'3la?"


"u-uum, ee akeed.."


"sorry i dont mean to be rude.."


"la 3adi, tfa'6al.."


"dam fa'6lich.. il9ara7a lama kint da5il shift rfeejtich awal ma dashat o kanat 7ail met'6ayga o 3awirat galby.. fa yom shift'ha shayla a'3ra'6ha o she was struggling ri7t asa3idha bas e5tar3at o 6aye7at kil elly b'eedha.. so i helped her pick up her things and thats when you arrived..."


"ahaaa.."


"bs 7abait a3arif etha fe shay em'6ayigha witha agdr asa3dhaa.."


"ohh.. walla ana 7ali min 7alik il9ara7a.. faj2a dagat 3alay minhaara w ga3da tabchy.. fa yeetlaha 3ala6ol.."


"asif bas.. eh-ehya sakna hnee w entay 3araftay inha mawjooda bil yarmook ya3ni?"


cheny tlegaft wayed??


"umm, la she was meeting up with her-- uuh- with a friend ..."


"ahaa.."


i knew it... akeed il 7mar elle tkalma ohwa elle imza3elha!!


"listen, thanks for your concern.. bas if ur looking for something you wont find it with Fajer, she's already happy with the way shes living her life and doesnt need any kind of drama in it.. thanks again... 3an ithnik..."


she shut off her car, got out and walked back to her friend..


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Fajer....


uuuf i'm dying to know whats going onnn!... where are superpowers when you need them ;@!!...


"hehe, tara ib3aaad marra7 tesmi3een shay"


oh crap!


"u-uhh ee adry hehe.. la bas mista3yila shwy.."


was i THAT obvious ..??


"laish kintay tabcheen? Ga6a3tay galb Fahad walla.." he took a puff from his cigarette


Fahad. I loved the sound of that name..


"h-hehe la mako shay.." i said forcing a smile


"mit2akdaa??"


"ee walla.. mashkoor.."


i looked over and saw Lulu saying something to him.. they both looked so serious! Then she smiled at him and started walking towards me.. a few seconds later he walked behind her and was also heading towards us..


"Yalla, mishaina?"


Lulu grabs my keys from my hand, gets in the drivers seat and motions for me to get in..


"e-ee.. yalla"


before leaving i looked back at Fahad and his friend..


"sam7ouni itha 3a6altkom" i said forcing a smile, and got into my car..


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Sorry You Guys I Know Its Short But This Was Just Part.A .. My Head Is Killing Me Now;/ But As Soon As I Wake Up Tomorrow I'll Post Part.B And Make It EXTRA Long For You;*
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Stubby xx

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Something You Stole - Part 5

Previously..

"u-uum, is she gonna be okay?"

i totally forgot about the stranger.. why was he still sitting there!?

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Fajer...

"YES! I WILL, THANK YOU VERY MUCH, YOU CAN LEAVE NOW!" i yelled out.. his face looked dumbstruck and confused..

did i just say that!!?

"Shhh Fajoorty it's okay 7abeebty, he's just trying to help.." she looked at the stranger and smiled assuring him that i was going to be okay.. he hesitantly got up on his feet, smiled and walked towards his friend who was obviously confused with what was going on...

"Yalla goomay Fajoor shakilna '3ala6 ;p..."

i managed to get up on my feet with Lulu's help..

"Shyabich hnee entay? I looked for you everywhere, you scared the shit out of me!"

"Kint abi tissue!.."

something caught my eye, a guy in a white A&F hoodie and navy blue training pants was staring at me while the cashier was scanning the stuff he and his friend bought..

"Hehe okay ni6ray hnee, ana aroo7 ayeeblich.."

"Okay"

the indian guy put their stuff in a bag and he paid the cashier..

NOO!! STAAY!.. PLZ STAAY..!! ;(

he took one last glance at me, and walked out of the co-op.. i felt something in my stomach that urged me to cry again.. my eyes teared up but none fell down my cheeks.. a few minutes later i spot Lulu heading towards me with a box of tissue..

Finally, ma ba'3aitay!..

"uuuff shhal qi9a! 7ist il jam3ya kelha 3ala ma legaitlich tissue!"

"adry ana ga3adt adawir bs i gave up and got myself bal3a.."

"ee 9ij emshay inyeeblina, we have ALOT to talk about.."

we went back to get ourselves chocolates, chips, and jelly beans.. i remembered the breathtaking stranger who tried helping me out and cursed myself under my breath for yelling at him like that..

"Fajoor? .. Mno hatha elly kan esaa3dich itlimeen a'3ra'6ich?"

"madry Lulu.."

"inzain are you going to tell me what made you a total mess?!"

"uughh, i just wanna go to ur house Lulu.. rassi ra7 yenfijir.."

we paid the guy and walked out.. but as i headed to my car i spotted the stranger leaning on a black touareq.. waiting for something.. could it possibly be me?

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Fahad...

"YES! I WILL, THANK YOU VERY MUCH, YOU CAN LEAVE NOW!"

i just froze and didnt know how to react to that..

she seems so frustrated.. lo bas kint a3aref shilly emthaygich chan sawait kil shay 3ashan ar'6eech.. hope you feel better..

i just got up not saying anything and walked over to 9aloo7..

"yalla, 5ala9t?"

he looked totally lost .. and was staring at the girl that came to Fajer.. like he knew her or something..

"9aloo7...??"

"mino hathail?"

"madry, bas elly labsa abya'9 ga6i3at galby.. kanat tabchi madry shfeeha.."

he kept looking at Fajer's friend and how she was cuddling Fajer lovingly..

hehe shakla in3ejab el a5..

5athaina a'3ra'9na o ri7na nedfa3.. rfejet'ha ra7at o Fajer was alone..

this could be my chance!! bas la2 a5af aroo7laha o t9ikny 6raag eliff wayhi...

all i could do was look at her from a distance and think of what could've been if she was mine.. we took our stuff but i wasnt AT ALL ready to leave.. i stopped before leaving and looked at her..

take care of urself...

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"Wai3 chayik em9akreen 3alaina..!"

im sure this is her car.. i just got this feeling that it was..

"9aloo7 5al nan6er.."

"Shan6ir yuba dawir hal 7mar 5al ewa5ir sayarta!.."

"7aas ina hathy sayarat el bint ily da5il... en6irha te6la3 o ba3dain y9eer 5air"

"Inzain.."

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9aloo7 motioned for me to look back.. and there she was... she looked confused lama shafatna wagfeen o galat shay, chan rfeejet'ha teth7ak o etrid 3alaiha..

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Fajer...


"Lulu??"

"Hmm?"

"Laish hatha lal7een wagif?"

i walked to my car with Lulu, and when his friend nudged him he quickly looked at me..

"Hehe babe laish em9akra 3alla sayarta?"

"Ohh shit.. i didnt think i'd take that long!"

why isnt he taking his eyes off me!? Ughhh i dont blame him! 6a3 shakly ekharre3 il wa7id!..

i got my keys out and unlocked my car.. before i got in i paused.. i felt that i owed him an explanation for my previous actions or atleast an apology for blocking his car...

"u-um, asfa.. ma kint adri iny m6awla da5il... il7een awa5irha.."

i avoided looking at him as much as possible and was about to get in, but i paused again.. i felt him stepping closer to where i was standing and thought he might want to tell me something..
he looked at me and gave me a little smirk, but walked past me and headed towards Lulu's car...

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. Dedicated To Shaikha (For Making Me Post Part 5);*..
. Enshallah Tomorrow I'll Post Part 6, If Not, 3gub Bachir..

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