Peviously..
he's here.. 3abdallas right infront of me..!
"Fajer?"
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3abdallah...
i got up and headed towards Fajer with arms open
"latgarib 9ouby!" she snapped
"Fajer..."
"ana yeetik 3ashan asma3 ely 9ar o amshy.. '3air chithy mako"
"inzain gi3day.." she sat infront of me with arms crossed and eyes fixed on the table.. madry shino bagoolaha.. i was just staring at her blankly, it felt like life was on pause for a moment... untill she mumbled..
"so..?"
min wain abtidy? lama shift.ha klshayy ra7 3en baly...!
"Fajer tadreen iny a7bich.. 9a7?" i stalled
she looked out the glass window with a sarcastic smirk on her lips
"momkin it6al3eeni low sama7tay?"
"tsk, 3abdala btit7acha wila amshy?"
"kintay ib bali the whole time Fajer.. walla.. bas shirabt shay w faj2a t7awalt l'sha59 thaaany... rab3i kanaw ma3ay o they werent helping.. neither were the people around me... i swear to you Faj-"
"why dont you skip to the part that involves the other woman"
i couldnt say it... i couldnt tell Fajer what i did.. saying it indirectly that day at the park was hard enough.. but she wanted details, i knew she did..
"i wasnt myself at the time.. we met at the bar and she talked to me for a bit, like she knew me.. she asked questions and i answered them.. next thing i know we're dancing and laughing together.. galatli an6irha barra w ri7t..." i hesitated when her eyes started glistening "la-lama t6la3t bara 5athetni 3ind.. s-sayart'ha" there was barely any sign of life in Fajer.. "ga3adna netkalam 3an ashya2 3adiya.." i didnt want to continue..
"ba3dain" her lips barely moved
"Fajer 6al3eeny..."
she didnt budge or move an inch
"i cant lose you Joorty.. a7ibich"
a tear made its way down Fajer's cheek
"betkamil?"
"we kissed.."
Fajer grabbed her bag and got up slowly..
"wain ray7a?? Fajer ni6ray ga3deen nitfaham e7na!" i grabbed her arm hoping she wouldnt leave me like this
"wa5ir eedik.." she hissed
"please Fajer"
"SHTABI!!"
"abeech"
"ANA MABEEEK! NOW LEAVE ME ALONE!"
"mani im5aleech Fajer..!"
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Fajer..
my legs were wobbling and i felt that i couldnt balance myself properly, let alone my throbbing heart and waterfall tears..
"5alni aroo7 3abdallah..!!" i cried "mabeek.. mabi shay minik...! hidnyy!"
"Fajer intay 7ayati kilha! ana lich wintay liy.. tekfaain sim3eeni shwayy..! 5alich ma3ay shwayy please, i didnt mean to hurt you.. ga3d atrajach Fajerr!"
he put his other hand on my waist to keep me from running away... my heart thumped so hard that i could feel it in my head.. his smell, his voice, his strong arms on me, my love for him.. all these things seemed to get through me.. 'cause i eventually gave up and threw myself on him..
3abdala let out a deep breath and pulled me close.. i firmed my arms around him, and he did the same tightening our bodies together.. this felt so good, i couldnt help but want him..
i needed him..
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3abdalla....
abeeha.. Fajer tiswa il dinya w mafeeha!
"Fah- 3abdallah.." she pulled away looking into my eyes
"3youna"
"i love you"
i guess this means she forgives me??
"asif Joorty walla ma3eedha"
she leaned close to me and gave me a kiss on my cheek
mmmm ree7at sha3erha itdawe5..
"its okay 3aboudi.. hehe" she said wiping away her tears
"tadreen amoot feech 9a7?"
"yea"
"good" i smiled
that was easy..
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- I PROMISE: THIS IS THE SHORTEST POST I WILL EVER POST!!
- Mama Is Yelling At Me Cuz Im Late For Our 3azeema, SORRYYY GUYS I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOUU! ;'(
- Enshalla Tonight;*
Stubby xx
Behind the Magic of the Mothercare Tree!
18 hours ago
shinooooo la2 fahad!!!!
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ma7ib 3bdullah!
FAHAD !!!:( ;p
next post please!!!:P
YES !! i hope fahad is out of the picture! he did a mistake and is willing to be forgiven!=O lovved it !
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LAISH!?:@
ReplyDeleteI Already Planned Out Her Life With Fahad! Shako Trid 7g 3abdulla!??!?! Noooo!!!!!
Whoaaaaaaa i love it ;* Stubby you have to post more often! We're hooked here love!
ReplyDeleteloved il post oo please la t6awleen 3laina mara thania
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